♥

2012-02-06T15:44:00.002-06:00

"we might make out when nobody's there. it's not that we're scared,
its just life's delicate.

"so why do you feel my sorrow, with the words you borrow.
from the only place that you've known.
and why do you sing hallelujah, and if it means nothing to you,
and why do you sing with me. at all."

damien rice

2012-02-06T14:53:00.000-06:00

source

2012-02-05T17:00:00.001-06:00

this time really is drawing near to such miserablity.
i do not wish for sun or shine or warmth.
just maybe a little of the above underneath my skin, my muscles, my bones.
thoughts of hope and universal wishes coming true could help. alot.
it doesn't.
not yet anyway.
i wish it could start. and hurry along like a forceful wind or a twister.

i do not wish for sun or shine or warmth.
but maybe snowdrops and snowflakes and snow white.
yes, yes i do wish for that, i think that could be quite nice.
for a hearts needs as well as the curling of the lips.

i just wish for selfishness in only ways i cannot explain.
the need of happiness flowing through the curtains, undeneath the doors.
a litte peek into the future and the yellow brick road it might lead to.
just a stabilty of the hope i yearn is what i need.
just that.
please.

2012-02-05T16:56:00.000-06:00

my heart hurts.
i feel alot of things, but now. right now, nothing.
nothing that i can do anyway.

my heart hurts so much.

am i in the wrong place?

2012-02-05T07:25:00.001-06:00

another sunday.
ruined.
and it is snowing- my favourite.

sigh.

2012-02-04T18:14:00.000-06:00

too many arguements.
too many broken feelings.
too many empty tears.

i cannot do. much. helpless.

2012-01-22T09:26:00.002-06:00

who would of thought sundays were for lounging around.

and arguments.

can this day end already.

2012-01-05T14:34:00.001-06:00

i very definitely need a new job. now please. thank you. goodnight.

2010-07-21T09:18:00.002-05:00

i feel aggitated. i feel the bubbles inside pop pop pop. i feel my mouth slowly drooping southward. i feel a little lost. i feel left out. i feel alone. i feel silly.

2009-10-13T17:23:00.003-05:00

droopy mouthed
squinty eyes

no comment

2009-10-07T14:42:00.001-05:00

2009-09-20T14:53:00.002-05:00

an old man's whiskers

2009-09-13T06:14:00.002-05:00

you were so last summer

2009-09-09T11:45:00.007-05:00

how can it be so very real that a matter of no time at all can just whiz straight passed us? the time seems to be just flowing through with the wind. whoosh and it's gone. there has been snow and rain and sun and rain and rainbows and more snow since then. there has been completions and acheivements. there has been laughter and many more smiles. there have been sadness and tears. then there were more smiles.

how can it be so very real that in a matter of one whole year, one person's life could change so much?

whisper o n e

2009-09-03T07:47:00.005-05:00

♥

she discreetly whispers to her bunny bea about the dream she dreamt last nighttime underneath those beautiful starry stars. she tells bunny bea about the pixie people and the autumn branches and the freezing ripples across the icy cold lake. she could peer through to the snow white swans amongst the tall prickly bulrushes. they explored her thoughts together whilst sipping milk less tea and nibbling on strawberry creams

♥

2009-09-03T06:26:00.002-05:00

peach milk and biscuits for morning mouths
peach crumble for dinner hours
peach whispers at bedtime