Monday

I knew I should have taken myself for a walk that day.

Instead I let my mood envelope me. I stared at the ceiling. I cried into my palms. I got mascara smudged onto my sleeve. I listened to music so not to hear anything else, it played songs that pulled me deeper into the sadness. Lost memories. Forgotten moments. Relevant lyrics.

Some days I feel completely lost.
Some days I feel completely alone.