Do you ever have days where you feel so sure of yourself.

Where you want to be, what you want to be doing.

And then the next, you're a soggy crumpled heap on the floor.

Lots of questioning, deflation, fro-ing and to-ing.

Yesterday was heavy. Today is too.

I'm unsure what my future looks like and honestly, I'm scared.

For making decisions that are bigger than I can handle.

But now it's time to move forward, be brave, prepared.

This difficult time right now, will one day be a misty memory.

Stored up as tangled words inside of a book.

And my heart won't hurt so much, the tears won't fall, my bones so light.

All because of this brave next step that I took.